I'm on the qmu's wi-fi at the moment on my laptop. I may or may not be a tad more excited by this than I should be. However, spoiling my enthusiasm is the damn slowness of it! It's like, "OMG I HAVE TO OPEN TWO PAGES AT ONCE *FLAILS WILDLY*"

*headdesk* I don't have the patience for this.

In other news, wheeee I'm going to see the fireworks tonight! I shouldn't actually be posting here as once again I'm essay writing, but still! Mkay, going now.

In conclusion: Misha.

Do you not just hate Danneel...and by hate, I mean feel insane jealousy and have a bit of a girl!crush on her. Man, I'd kill to have legs like hers. It's lovely that we finally have definite confirmation that Danneel and Jensen are dating (apparently she's not as tight-lipped as he, understandably, is), now all I need to make me happy are pictures dammit! I completely respect their choice to try and stay out of the limelight, but pics would make me one happy fangirl :)

I feel quite good this week. Been keeping on top of uni work so far, fingers crossed it lasts! I'd previously complained about hating my course, but things are getting better again (I believe the Jason gig is responsible for that to be honest, gave me a chance to completely relax and enjoy myself! Will post about it soon, I PROMISE). Had a bit of a fight with my family a few days back, but it's been brushed under the carpet at the moment and I'm happy to keep it that way! Meeting with friends on Monday, including an old friend that I just got reacquainted with, so I'm looking forward to that :)

( Minor spoiler for Torchwood 2x04 )

Finally, little poll for ya...

Poll #1142130 The Consequences of Possession
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 13

If Dean got splinters in...an unfortunate place while he was pole-dancing round a tree (because his bowlegs wouldn't allow for a normal pole), would Sam take the splinters out for him?

If yes, how would Sam get them out?

So, as you can probably tell, uni has been kicking my ass quite spectacularly, to the extent I'm not even sure if this is what I want to do anymore. I could whine about it, but that's not the point of this post (maybe later, when I do a mammoth post catching you all up).

What is the point I hear you ask? Well, I've been rather quiet on the posting/commenting/replying front lately and while I hope I will have a chance to rectify that now I've finished one of my law courses, I can't promise anything. I'm really sorry about that and I miss all the people that I've become friends with, but there's honestly not much that I can do about it if I want to pass my degree.

I'm not planning a flist cut, because I like everyone on it. What I am saying however, is that I understand if anyone plans on defriending me. I want to try hard to stay in touch, but until I experience what my workload will be like this semester, I won't be able to say whether the periods of silence will get shorter or not.

*snuggles tight* otherwise, I hope you are all well and I'll try and catch up with you all tonight unless I get chucked off. Can't wait till my sister's birthday when that will no longer be an issue *g*

Evening all *yawns* man I need sleep, and I've yet to leave for mass. Anyways, just wanted to say thank you so much to angelnetgirl, sgflutegirl, fresleyforever and unhobbityhobbit (dude, that doll is freaky! I actually turned it away so I couldn't see it) for the Christmas cards.

Special thanks to _doodle for the card and the gorgeous notepad - it's been put to use for fic already :P also, lookie, I have a pony! It's from Jensen (*snuggles kitty_cat89*).

Just come from my Aunts, had Pizza Hut pizza, tea and Marks & Spencer birthday cake. Thought I'd died and gone to heaven *g*

Wishing you all a merry Christmas. Have a wonderful day and please *points to icon* someone get me him, it's all I want. I won't even ask for anything next year, or the year after that, or the year after that...

Crazy that I'm asking for Christmas Card requests when I've not even really started that present-shopping-thing, but hey!

Leave me your full name and address in the comments if you'd like a Christmas card. If you want to send me one, say so and I'll reply with mine.

Comments are screened of course :)

I promise this is my last post for the night, I swear (no, not in the bad way).

I really need a cup of tea. Like REALLY. Only I don't want to move from my comfy spot before my comp *sighs* decisions, decisions. Now see, if I had my own personal Jensen, I wouldn't even have to worry about it *puppy eyes* did I mention it's my 18th soon?

Haven't updated in ages and I'm sorry flist for being distant, uni's just keeping me snowed under. Link me to anything I've missed please :) I'll frequent LJ lots this weekend, studying be damned! Sure as fate as soon as I get on here, I forget everything I was meaning to say...huh.

Oh well, meme!
( One word Meme )

*clings* ahaha, the week from hell is over and I have decided I am doing no uni work whatsoever this weekend *dances* oh LJ baby, I missed you! I has many many emails, some of which I'm sure are comments from you guys, so I shall get to them soon!

Today I plan on achieving the impossible and licking chocolate off of Jensen Ackles. I imagine it'll be delightful *licks lips in anticipation*

Jason Manns gig next weekend, can't wait. Should be awesome.

In light of what I've said above about uni, I'm doing a friends cut. I'm so sorry guys, but I just don't have time to keep up with you all at the moment and if we don't really comment often in each other's journals, then I will be cutting you. If you are cut and don't want to be, drop me a comment and I'll re-add you. Otherwise, I hope you understand.

Supernatural, I shall come back to that, yes. Want to catch up first.

*clings to LJ/the internetz/flist*

Uni is keeping me crazily busy, so major apologies to all my flist (I haven't commented on your journals in ages) and those waiting for anything from me. I really don't know when it'll calm down, though I'm choosing to have a break this weekend. Hence why I'm here :)

I could bore you with RL crap, but why do that when instead we can squee?

( Heroes 3x03 )



( Brothers & Sisters S1 Finale )



( Supernatural 3x01 )



( Supernatural 3x02 )


Icons I need: Black Pearl, Justin/funny B&S quote, Peter, any icon with Sam and "the boy king" together *dies*, Dean from 3x02 *flails*

Right, back to work

Some god is watching out for me this week - my Friday morning lecture has been cancelled *beams* 4 days

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Dear boy-with-the-nice-ass-on-the-subway,

You may stand in front of where I am sitting again.

Yours,

Not-that-I-was-staring

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This law stuff has actually given me a physical headache. That's me just finished up for the day.

Right, onto the news *marches*

Opening line of my criminal law lecturer today *g* he's awesome, very engaging (thank goodness). First day went really well, though I reckon I took far too many notes. Had a 3rd year named Emily sitting beside me and I swear she took a fourth of what I did. Oh well.

The awesome news: I only have one lecture on a Friday at 9am, so I'll be home in time for the downloads of SPN to start going up *punches air*

The nail-biting news: No exact dates for my exams as of yet, but Asylum? Smack in the middle of the weeks set aside for them *whimpers* I will cry so hard if I can't go, I know uni is more important, but that won't stop me.

Zone Cards are the most wonderful inventions known to man. Seriously. With one of these babies I'm saving nearly half on travel expenses *dances joyfully* which is a big deal when I would have been spending £130 a month.

RL friends, you should all have emails waiting in your inboxs from moi. Let me know if you haven't got it.

Oh, and I joined the the Science Fiction and Fantasty Society for Glasgow Uni called iO *is a complete and utter dork* first meeting is tomorrow, we're watching Aliens *makes funny motions with hands*

Whew, that was fun and thankfully our team didn't have a mad scramble at the end :P man I need more sleep, though I do feel SPN-sated.

Had Freshers week this week, which is why I've been non-exsistant. Made a new friend in my course already, though I haven't yet broken the SPN-obsession/love-for-gay-porn yet...I'll maybe leave it another few weeks :P Glasgow uni is beautiful and all the info I got about my course has totally quelled my nerves, I'm just excited to get there now! Sorry again to mara_sho for not coming to see you - there's a whole story as to why I didn't get but I won't bore you with it.

I had one of those days last week where everything just sucked and no matter how hard I tried, everything was doomed to go wrong. So what do I do when I have a crappy day? I buy stuff. I now have in my possession The Supernatural Book of Monsters, Spirits, Demons and Ghouls. I can totally hear Dean + Sam talking in my head when I read it, so I'm taking that as a win for the author! Have also been informed Witch's Canyon will be awesome because the author of that is a great writer. WOOT!

My only problem? I STILL DONT HAVE MY DVDS!!!! WTF POSTAL SERVICE?! kitty_cat89 got hers on Thursday and I didn't, despite us living in the same area and our dvds being dispatched on the same day *grumbles to self* I'm on the verge of jumping the postman and refusing to let go till he gives me them.

My Uncle Lewis has started giving me wine every time we're over at their house and everyone else is having some. I find this oddly amusing *g*

Watched HSM2 in all its cheesy glory. Zac's so pretty *pets* and half-naked *stares* what are you doing? Don't put your top back on! DONT PUT YOUR TOP BACK ON!

I LOVE having my braces off! It's awesome :D

12 Days

I'm getting my braces off tomorrow. Despite the pain warnings, I'm so excited I could squee. After two years and three months, I'll finally have my teeth, and nothing but my teeth.

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Dear Jared,

Alright, have it your freakin' way! I tried to make you an intellectual, but no, you just had to continue being a bastard until I succumbed and let you be a dork. So you shall be a dork, but only if I get to keep you in your current state for longer *laughs evilly* well, as they say, nothing easy comes free.

Yours,

Claire's too-easily-won-over-by-the-verbal-puppy-dog-eyes-you-were-shooting-me Muse

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Oh man, thank goodness for the new Priestly pic. I was starting to die of J2-Supernatural starvation *whimpers* no dvds yet

I start university next week. I'm not nervous, not at all *chews fingers off* I hope this does not impede on my online time.

unhobbityhobbit was here at the weekend. We had an awesome time *g* and we have mutually agreed that she must come to live in Scotland (oh shut up, you know you want to agree). Though somehow I walked out of this fangirly gathering with another to-do-list...how does this happen?

I completely blame her leaving for me going to see Hairspray...again...on my own *coughs* oh Link *pets*

My SPN S2 DVDs are on their way! SQUEE!

WHERE ARE MY S3 PROMO PICS DAMMIT?!!! Season 3, I needs you, now *rocks*

In preparation for said season, I have cleared out my icons. Got rid of a lot, and uploaded a few new ones. I have about 40 spaces now for anything S3 decides to throw at me (and does anyone know where I can get an icon of the Black Pearl *bats eyelashes*).

Speaking of preparation, you just know Jensen and Jared are going to be having this conversation before Asylum:

Jensen: Jared, remember what I told you?
Jared: *sulks* No climbing normal people.
Jensen: Good boy *pets*
Jared: Jeeeen, this is boooring. Can't we just have sex?
Jensen: No baby, I need to prep you for what to expect.
Jared: *suggestive eyebrow wiggle* you want to prep me, huh?
Jensen: *exasperated sigh* no Jared, that's not the kind of prepping I mean
Jared: *puppy eyes* but I know the importance of lube and everything

So, seeing as I was away for most of the week, what have I missed flist? I'm working my way backwards (though I'm about to be kicked off the comp *grumbles*), but if there is something important I've missed, link me just in case. Or, you know, if we haven't spoken for a while, drop me a comment and we'll chat about shit preferably not the real kind

Who knew last year that my main loves this one would be a freckled Texan, a yellow robot and a teenage dancer? Funny though, the more my Zac!love grows, the more I wish for a new Jensen pic/vid/quote/anything.

This week was TEH suck, not only for me but many of my flist *snuggles* lets hope next week is better (and Sony Vegas stops being a bitch)

In other news, I'm 5'4"

( aaaaaaaand meme )

RUTH (unhobbityhobbit) IS COMING UP THIS WEEKEND *DANCES LIKE A MAD THING*

Just watch guys, there may be gag reel spoilers in the comments. So if you haven't seen it, hide your eyes whilst commenting :P if you are commenting, please don't use icons from it just yet. I know a few of my flist are avoiding it like the plague as I had planned to.

...at LJ at the moment, for which I apologize profusely. If I've missed something important, give me a hard nudge and I'll go look. Sorry flist *snuggles*

I'm going to a convention tommorrow in Glasgow, squee! Andy Hallet and Anthony Stewart Head will be there *bounces*

Boys that can dance are hot. Period.

First off, my eyes were drawn from our beautiful Metallicar in favour of the 77+08 Camero featured in Transformers. kitty_cat89 and I went to see it again. Not as awesome as first time around, but there was a trailer with Peter O'toole in it. We laughed...hard! Shame no one else did, I imagine we looked rather strange.

I went to Chatlerault yesterday (a classic car show) and not only were the cars extremely pretty, I got to ride in a 61 Ford Thunderbird! Guys, it was beautiful. Massive, red, beast of an American muscle car, it had such a roar on it *sighs happily* I think I'm in love.

Thank God, because in the morning I was professing my love for Zac Efron. As you've probably guessed, I saw Hairspray. Awesome, hilarious movie and oh Zac *flails* he's just so adorable! Never got the Zac!love before I saw this movie, but now...now I either want to watch it again so I can giggle like a maniac (and yes, I really did clap like a 5 year old girl when Zac did his "And I'm Link" dance) or read Zac/Jensen fic. Just think what a cute pair Blonde-dancing!Jensen and dancing!Link would be *flutters eyelashes* anyone want to write it? Doesn't need to be smutty, I'll settle for cute :P

Cute like Brothers and Sisters *squishes it* I was looking for something to distract me from the hiatus and I've found it! I adore it, and I adore Justin (the poor boy needs someone to hug him...constantly). Though Kevin's sharp wit really amuses me too, and I love the mother/daughter pairing - they work really well together. The only problem I find now is that I'm having this constant want for Wednesdays *chews fingers*

So there *points up* I'm a traitor.

If it helps, I did have a SPN marathon at the beginning of last week. Totally worth the zombie state I ended up in (S2 20-22 are an absolute KILLER one after another). Plus, it was lovely to see dolly_drops here again!

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After viewing Sandy's latest venture, I have decided that if Jared is a puppy, Sandy is most definitely a chicken.

MASSIVE hugs to kitty_cat89 and jaylan121 for getting me gifts *squishes* thanks so much!

I started work today again. Forgot how much I loved NSI, it's so easy-going and the endless singing that goes on in the place is totally my cup of tea...which I get lots of.

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I got tagged by jaylan121 for a meme and since I'm prone to not do these, I decided it was time I actually did one...

( 8 random facts about me, and no, I'm not tagging anyone )

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My exam results are still not here and I have to leave for a dentist's appointment in fifteen minutes....this is so not cool on so many levels.

I've tried looking at my flist/beta-ing/looking at Jensen, but nothing distracts me.

I'll update later with Jensen!squee, results and Jason plans (£24 to go down, £25 for a BnB. Anyone game?). For now, I'll just go worry some more...

I finish work today *pouts* but they got me pressies! A gorgeous silver bracelet with coloured jewel hearts hanging from it and a MASSIVE bar of dairymilk chocolate! Plus, they all signed a card for me!

I cannot believe how many cakes I just ate. Heather and I both brought in some seeing as it was my last day. I'm going to miss working here. Though, the place I thoroughly enjoyed working in at the start of the Summer? They've asked if I'll go back to them once I get back from my holidays! SQUEE!

Oh and two final notes about work. I caught Heather reading HP fanfiction this morning. Someone this awesome should totally be my friend *nods* Morag is totally a hunter. Not only does she talk about guns all the time, she told me today that she has a hip flask!

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I went to see a show put on by my old drama group last night: an adaption of the stage show Wicked (The Wizard of Oz with a twist). It was FANTASTIC! The girl that I used to be best friends with was the main character and WOW has she came on since I left. She was freakin amazing (she sang, which she would never do before despite being the best singer I've heard in my life!) and I'm so so so proud of her! We've both agreed that we have to go out and catch up, which is fab cos I've missed her!

Also saw a lot of my old friends. Gosh, I miss PACE so much. Not only the people, but the buzz that I got from performing on stage - its the most exhilirating feeling in the world! OH OH OH and this happened:

Me: Hey *guy-who-I've-crushed-on-for-years*
Guy-who-I've-crushed-on-for-years: Wow Claire, hi! Haven't seen you in ages!!! *BIG HUG*
Me: *SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

Man, that put me on such a high for the rest of the night! I stayed coherent and he actually walked me out *dances*

I'm going to have to do drama at uni. I love it too much to just leave it in the past!!!

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I will reply to all your comments tonight. This is my first night in since Monday! Also, I promise you will have that beta back tonight soydolcelatte! I've got tagged for a meme as well, another task after the most pressing is addressed.

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I got my hair cut! Its now about 4 inches shorter AND I have a side fringe *cheers*

WOW, this post isn't about Supernatural. It's all RL stuff. WOW...I feel odd...

Anyone want to come and join me in the corner, where I'm sobbing about not being at Steve's London gig?

*opens arms wide for flist with a sniffle*

I got to use the shredder at work today *beams* if you thought I was gleeful from all the binning last week, you should have seen the sadistic pleasure I got from making a tune from shredding at different speeds and with different widths of paper *sighs* it sounded vaguely like Space Invaders.

A conversation with my mother:
Me: *thrusts sponge forward* if you had to describe what a sponge felt like, what would you say?
Mum: *stares at me for a long time* what the hell are you doing?
Me: *looks solemn* you DON'T want to know